![]() Memories Are a House
Stars by the power of their orbit are stars in the order of the sun. But if they are not figures of orbit, they are not in the sun. Exactly like me: by the power of my yearnings I am in the family. And if I will not yearn, I am not in the family. Memories are a house. Time is a roof. All the time a roof. All the time time. I would like sometime to die unto them and see them. Benno Rothenberg related that when he saw some archaeology, he had a feeling of homeland. As if he were in his house. I do not deny that a man who reaches a certain age can no longer hope that those from whom he came will remain still alive with him, as my mother once wrote to me in one of the letters of her twilight. From the fadings of her letters into the fatedness of man: But when can they. After all there's no chance of seeing you. And once, in a discarded and forgotten letter: "Good night, Yehiel alter lebn. Slumber has descended upon me. I am caught in the throes of sleep. Khbin shlayferig gevorn." Said in a letter that nobody reads, that nobody read. —February 8, 1989 Translated by Translated from the Hebrew by Leon Wieseltier
From Volume 192, Number 1, April 2008 Copyright © The Poetry Foundation |