Poetry

Blowfly

by Andrew Hudgins

Half awake, I was imagining

a friend’s young lover, her ash blonde hair, the smooth

taut skin of twenty. I imagined her

short legs and dimpled knees.

The door scraped open,

but eyes closed, I saw nothing. The mattress sagged.

She laid her head on my chest, and murmured love

against my throat, almost humming, approaching song,

so palpable I could hold her only chastely,

if this was chaste. I couldn’t move my hand

even to caress her freckled shoulder.

So this is how imagination works, I thought,

sadly. And when at last she spoke,

she spoke with the amused voice of my wife,

my wife who was at work but also here,

pleased at the confusion she was causing.

This is a lesson about flesh, isn’t it?

I asked. Blowfly, she whispered on my throat

as we made tense, pensive love. Blowfly, blowfly.